HI FLIST. I'VE MISSED YOU. no seriously, i have. but school and RL has been mean.

who wants christmas cards this year? :) PM me your addresses, and i'll spend all of my remaining money (trust me, there's not a lot) on stamps so that i can send them out in time. i've already bought cards; they're very pretty. but they all say 'merry christmas' in danish, so you'll have to bear with me, i couldn't find any in english (or korean, which would have been cool too 8D).

this has been such a suckish year in fandom, really. the first half was fine (was everyone else as high on the secret code and mirotic concert and tokyo domes as me?) and then the second half just went and killed itself. i hope 2010 will be better. i'm sure it will, one way or the other. :)

okay, so before i get entirely off track:

WISH LIST: (for everyone who feels like giving a little to those in need, aka. me. 8D)

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and merry, merry christmas. ♥

title: rooftops with you (this is home)
gifted to: onew
pairing: jaejoong/yoochun, jaejoong/yunho, jaejoong/changmin
length: 2,729 words
rating: just barely PG-13
genre: college!verse; romance, crack through dialogue. extreme absence of angst.
summary: in which jaejoong and yoochun find out just exactly where home lies.
author's note: admission for the dbsk_secretgame GUESS WHO? festival with the prompt home, which i imagine i kind of failed. because uh, it's not even camouflaged. :(

( you're pretty. )

i give up. i just can't hate on snsd jessica anymore. :| she's too amazing, and pretty, and totally talented, and snarky. and she's going to be in the legally blonde musical.

i can't hate her because of that haptic cf anymore. from now on, i will just be happy that at least it was her, who was with changmin, and not someone i don't like.

gosh, life is so hard, huh? xD

let's see, let's see, let's see. what do i write. :D i have these moments once in a while, where i really, really want to post something, to ask you guys stuff or just freak out about something weird. but for some reason, i'm never near a computer in those moments, so. now i'm just writing because i figure that it's been a long, long time, and if i don't post now, when will i ever.

( in which jenny whines. )

title: of washing machines and lost keys
pairing: jaechun, jaemin (my bias is like that)
length: 4,468 words – oneshot!
rating: r due to bad language and uh, dirty boys doing dirty things going on next door.
summary: in which yoochun hates newcomers.

author’s note: very, very late birthday present for apple-of-my-eye mojo_viking, whose birthday was back in the end of june. well. it could have been worse! and this marks my debut as a writer of other pairings besides jaemin! :D and uh, BOARDING SCHOOL!VERSE, or high school!verse where they just happen to live at a boarding school. something like that.

( in the end, yoochun gives up the possibility of his keys hiding in his hair. )

the lawsuit and potential disbanding thing. it took a while. i was just reading and being nerdy in general in the beginning, but it just hit me now, and now i'm sad. :(

it's not just the disbanding rumous - because i know that there's little chance that they actually will disband. i trust that their ties are strong enough for that. but i don't want this happening, this thing where no one knows what's happening and everyone gets panicky. and i don't want them doing solo projects, because even if it's good experience and all that, i don't want them to need it. and i don't want them doing solo dramas either, because i'm scared that they'll suddenly like that more - or like it enough so that they start participating in more dramas and won't have time for singing.

i'm trying to keep the faith, keep the faith, keep the faith, but i don't want to have to remind myself. :(

:x ? be honest. but not cruel. because then i will cry. :D

THE ANONYMOUS WRITING FEEDBACK MEME

if you scroll up a little, you see a reply saying 'thread, what thread'. that's me. :x it took me ages to figure out how to find the thread link. :| i figured that if i replied to it, it'd send me an e-mail and give me the link there. 8D but then of course i forgot that, uh, i can't delete anon replies unless it's my journal. and it's not. XD shows just how much i fail with HTML.

popping in to say hi and bye to everyone, since i'll be leaving (uh, for a week, but i feel very dramatic at the moment) for jutland tomorrow. go google jutland. it's the country part of denmark. ( i bet there are cows. )

checking in to let you know that i still haven't been struck dead by lightning. :D and to ask you, in two hours and 17 minutes, what very special day is it? ;)

OH. and i have highlights in my hair. :D golden hairlights. it looks prettay. i think. :3

and and and, HAR HAR HAR, i just checked the weather forecasts. the weather's been awesome the last couple of days, and will be awesome on saturday, sunday, monday, tuesday..etc.
but tomorrow, there will be rain or thunder.
WHAT.
I'VE BEEN A GOOD GIRL THIS YEAR. D: I THINK.

title: manipulation (ver. o2)
pairing: jaemin
length: 4,652 words (split into two parts)
rating: pretty much r, methinks.
summary: in which jaejoong might-maybe-almost-is-close-to succeeding with his master plan to make changmin think about him.

( and pretty much everything that goes wrong nowadays is yoochun's fault anyway. )